I wish I didn’t have Bipolar, or Borderline Personality Disorder, I cannot get close to people and can cut people out of my life with no regrets. I hate being so high people think you are on drugs, and I hate being so low you want to end it all. I have a constant crowd noise in my head, it’s never quiet.
Carla B , Yorkshire, England
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hang in there sweetie and find your strength …. somehow i managed to
Yeah. Me, too.
During a regular check-up, I was telling my family doctor about the frustration I feel with people sometimes; not liking loud crowds, etc. After some discussion, he told me I am bipolar and that that was the reason I would drink (I stopped drinking in 1996 and don’t miss it). Well, he gave me a prescription for Depakote and it helps. He said there was no ‘test’ for being bipolar.
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